to put this bluntly, i've always thought things could have gone in a much more elegant if i can only do this/that back then when blablablablablabla...
or something like, why the fuck did i do that back then? (or something like that)
or more like, why didn't i take the chan-
OH FUCK IT...
it's done already. move on.
get over it already...
at least, that's what i'm trying to tell ME.
"life sucks and i really think it couldn't get any worse than what it already is."
fucking MISTAKES there.
first, your(me) life is nothing near sucky.
it's just not the best, that's all. (what's so good about having the best, at all? foremost, define "best".)
second, it WILL get worse. so what?
.....ok.....that sure is not good.
but a mistake nonetheless. what is?
just by thinking about "couldn't get any worse".
stop expecting. (my vocab is a bit dull there, sorry.)
third,
"-what it already is."
what was THAT?
i mean, "already"?
what a life there dude. ditch it and get anothe-
oh wait. you CAN'T. (COULDN'T fit in better though.)
fuck. need some sleep. will continue this crap later.
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