most of the time, i am a selfish, bitter asshole.
only when im lonely though.
oh wait...
HELL-O diachan
it's been a while since i had post anything.
sometimes i wonder, what do i actually want? i've always been thinking either to get a quite life where i settle down with a long term girlfriend of some sort, or one full with impulsive decision plus no self control and one night stand (i know i'm capable of that. is that a cynical smile i saw there??), or a lone days where i travel a lot and have almost no care of the world. ok maybe not always alone, might catch a companion or 2 along the way but nothing permanent.
right now i'm all for a life of travel but who knows what i would want later, see?
but still, i don't really have the drive to go pack the backpack, buy a ticket to Johannesburg and look for ufos or whatever. all that seems like too, much, work.
i am a lazy arse i know. regardless, i've been setting aside money for some traveling equipment and for a sgs3.
and about traveling, no sightseeing landmarks isn't what's in my mind really. i'm looking toward like visiting the niagra falls, have a night or 2 in the yellowstone national park, hiking through the alps, walking inside the grand canyon, or something closer to home like re-climbing mount kinabalu.
now that is traveling.
well, maybe because im not really into history so things build by dead people but starry nights, thunderous water or looming mountains...
haih just thinking all that already makes me want to run off.
less likely, the second choice la. mom would kill me even if i chat away with 2 girls after another.
ya i know it screamed "afraid of commitment" all over the place but whatever.
sometimes i wonder, what do i actually want? i've always been thinking either to get a quite life where i settle down with a long term girlfriend of some sort, or one full with impulsive decision plus no self control and one night stand (i know i'm capable of that. is that a cynical smile i saw there??), or a lone days where i travel a lot and have almost no care of the world. ok maybe not always alone, might catch a companion or 2 along the way but nothing permanent.
right now i'm all for a life of travel but who knows what i would want later, see?
but still, i don't really have the drive to go pack the backpack, buy a ticket to Johannesburg and look for ufos or whatever. all that seems like too, much, work.
i am a lazy arse i know. regardless, i've been setting aside money for some traveling equipment and for a sgs3.
and about traveling, no sightseeing landmarks isn't what's in my mind really. i'm looking toward like visiting the niagra falls, have a night or 2 in the yellowstone national park, hiking through the alps, walking inside the grand canyon, or something closer to home like re-climbing mount kinabalu.
now that is traveling.
well, maybe because im not really into history so things build by dead people but starry nights, thunderous water or looming mountains...
haih just thinking all that already makes me want to run off.
less likely, the second choice la. mom would kill me even if i chat away with 2 girls after another.
ya i know it screamed "afraid of commitment" all over the place but whatever.
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