mind block................................

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out of all the time i had or would have, it just has to be now.
i'm pretty sure the word in title itself ain't really exist but it explains the things going on in my head pretty much.

even writing this entry itself is a somehow an effort so big, i didn't thought this would get posted.

you know, those moment when u feel like doing nothing.
nothing at all.
just sit there on your bed staring at the emptiness.

yep.
that's it.










fuck.
com.med exam la esok.

SIAL SIAL SIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kenapa tetiba aku rasa cam bangang!!!!!!!!!!!!!????
rasa cam nak pukul orang!!!!!

that, and sudden craving for girls.
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not 'that' kind of craving. just want a (female) someone (anyone actually) to talk to me or just listen to me babbling aimlessly while me digesting pharma for the next 5 hours.

fucking sad is, i can't satisfy it with just conjuring some imaginary girl. can't do T_T...
need a real girl.

*bodo. get a girlfriend.*

........

don't want a girlfriend. too much commitment.

*alasan...*

mati la. nak kejap je.

*lol! lack of self esteem to have one. or should i say, get one? lol! just admit it, loser.*

fuck. diam.



yes. i'm at the brink of losing my sanity.

TATSU-CHAN!!!

guess who's that?
my kotatsu!
cozy, comfy kotatsu!
2 things i wanna say about you tatsu-chan.
ask me to buy you another larger blanket.
and please stay interesting.

fuck this...
why did i name her? (yes! tatsu-chan is a girl. don't get me started on how a table would be called a female.)
i hate giving examples and explaining them.
so, cut the chase.
people named things that they loved.
that's why there are nicknames.
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something like that. :P