deactivating it seems like a useless move as my life doesn't really revolve around it.
the thing is, my life revolves around the whole internet itself!
fuck you gumby!!!
dah. berenti la buang masa. baca nota histo tu.
girls can be cruel
yes i am generalizing because this happened for too many times already.
i don't even remember how many times in my whole 11 years (roughly starts after 12) i've been lamenting about this.
she would come at me being all interested. she'll hang around.
and being who i am, i would notice her. and when i'm totally into her, she would slowly back away.
then another one comes. if shit sucks, they'll come in pairs or three.
yes i do realize most of these was my fault really. (i've been thinking about this since my first crush. i'm not that dense)
i'm the shy fuck who gives attention at the wrong amount at the wrong time.
i'm the superficial jerk who only talks to the pretty girls and too impatient to actually know them well.
i'm the greedy bastard who can't make up his mind and tends to be self absorbed.
im the retard aspie who can't hold to a conversation long enough to actually qualify it as one.
and finally,
im the horny perv who has twisted and/or bad sense of humor and throws around creepy vibes all over.
anyway, my life has been quite the same.
and this is bad news
i'm still a lazy arse who are too carefree to realize that there's an exam tomorrow and the subsequent days for the whole week plus a presentation where the evaluating professor is already pre-pissed off.
even my music taste, i've hoarded all the mainstreams into my ipod without a single hipster guilt.
and radios. i've been on them like a moth over the night lamp. i don't know what would be inside its head but in mine, "malaysia malaysia malaysia".
yep. been homesick since 2 weeks ago. thank god summer hol is just around the corner albeit full of anxiety and stress inducing exams.
fuck this shit i need to study for histology this morning and for pharmacology presentation tomorrow.
remind me to post about my plateaued lifts and bouts of random memory loss.
i don't even remember how many times in my whole 11 years (roughly starts after 12) i've been lamenting about this.
she would come at me being all interested. she'll hang around.
and being who i am, i would notice her. and when i'm totally into her, she would slowly back away.
then another one comes. if shit sucks, they'll come in pairs or three.
yes i do realize most of these was my fault really. (i've been thinking about this since my first crush. i'm not that dense)
i'm the shy fuck who gives attention at the wrong amount at the wrong time.
i'm the superficial jerk who only talks to the pretty girls and too impatient to actually know them well.
i'm the greedy bastard who can't make up his mind and tends to be self absorbed.
im the retard aspie who can't hold to a conversation long enough to actually qualify it as one.
and finally,
im the horny perv who has twisted and/or bad sense of humor and throws around creepy vibes all over.
anyway, my life has been quite the same.
and this is bad news
i'm still a lazy arse who are too carefree to realize that there's an exam tomorrow and the subsequent days for the whole week plus a presentation where the evaluating professor is already pre-pissed off.
even my music taste, i've hoarded all the mainstreams into my ipod without a single hipster guilt.
and radios. i've been on them like a moth over the night lamp. i don't know what would be inside its head but in mine, "malaysia malaysia malaysia".
yep. been homesick since 2 weeks ago. thank god summer hol is just around the corner albeit full of anxiety and stress inducing exams.
fuck this shit i need to study for histology this morning and for pharmacology presentation tomorrow.
remind me to post about my plateaued lifts and bouts of random memory loss.
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