It doesn't really matter if i knew or not where she's missing.
I still miss her.
Which is the most saddening, terrifying, disheartening,
Knowing the specifics about somebody you're going to lose, or knowing nothing about it?
Some people, on learning the details, would totally go apeshit thinking about what to do next.
What's next?
To mourn, to celebrate, to console.
Either for themselves or for the goner.
Depends on people.
Some choose to isolate.
Deny.
In denial.
Run away.
Comfort or guilt.
I know I'm rambling nonsense.
Lucky she's going to be away for a little while.
I'll miss you.
Being broke is not so bad.
Not able to eat? I had worse.
No more Internet? Umm... That's is bad... I think... Oh well.
Not being able to go along with your girlfriend on a trip?
FUCK ME
I'm not even talking about paying for her fare. I'm talking about paying for my own! How pathetic is that?
And really, learn to keep track on whose money is whose, numbskull.