thank god it stopped before i get sucked in too much.
yeah i know it's not really a movie i'm supposed to watch alone. (i'm a dude and getting caught watching that by myself could lead to something relatively fucked up)
maybe with a girlfriend. (which apparently, i don't have)
Olive Penderghast
her personality, her eyes, her smile, her voice, her laugh, i would say, if she is real and were in my life at somepoint-
no. that wouldn't work.
if i were in her world, i might go for her like there is no other girl in the world.
i can't really bring myself to dissect her character, analyze every bit of her story and put them here so i could prove something about "oh! these are what i want in my girlfriend".
requires too much work.
no.
not implying that i want a girl exactly like her. it's just that i fell in love with her the moment olive talks.
that makes me realize, i am a guy who would fall for anything.
i am THAT vulnerable.
yes. that's including you, Dia-chan. if you can talk back, i would fall for you too.
i do admit i'm not really a deep person. i do get attracted to a girl's look/appearance.
and i'm not that shallow of a guy. i like interesting girls too.
preference preference.
don't really have any.
that aside, here is her.
you don't know how hard was it to capture this particular frame. i kept missing it because that smile always caught me off guard and making me forget to hit the spacebar.
and fuck the guy who got her in the end. he is just a character and ain't real.
and i've just knew that her real name is emma stone.
i was actually going to comment about the familiar feeli-
nah forget about it. i fell for olive, not emma stone.
personality wise.
if i ever met a girl this gorgeous though, i'll hit on her anyway.
interest
lately, i'm losing it. i don't know.
social interactions... you...
seriously! i don't know!
maybe it's the orange lights...
social interactions... you...
seriously! i don't know!
maybe it's the orange lights...
what else now?
karma is a bitch
life is a bitch
love is a bitch
my girlfriend is a bitch
my friends are bitches
most arabs i've met are bitches
and the list goes on...
ok maybe not.
no. not everything is a bitch. i don't believe in karma or the concept of it. my life is just boring. no suicidal-thoughts inducing stuffs. love? barely know it. i don't have a girlfriend. i have friends, and they are cool. and the last one is exaggerated. don't really interact with them.
again, exaggerated. don't really interact with anyone lately.
the list is about things i've heard/saw in songs, movies, tv shows and the internet that people have claimed to be bitches.
i have nothing on them really. each is with his/her own problem. unless i am being specifically asked for help, i wouldn't care.
honestly, i couldn't agree with anyone.
why?
i know nothing about it.
the opposite is happening to me. yet, it is happening to somebodyelse too. i can always choose not to care but to ignore it seems much harder.
not interested.
or it is just obviously absurd and retarded.
hence, why i don't judge. (except for the last excuse)
some may see this as plain selfish. ok!
if i agreed, i'll be marked as ass-licker or whatever.
if i disagreed, i'll be damned as asshole. or whatever.
and if i didn't choose, i'll get both.
damn... conflict is really not my thing.
i am trying to be assertive but usually end up being an ass.
life is a bitch
love is a bitch
my girlfriend is a bitch
my friends are bitches
most arabs i've met are bitches
and the list goes on...
ok maybe not.
no. not everything is a bitch. i don't believe in karma or the concept of it. my life is just boring. no suicidal-thoughts inducing stuffs. love? barely know it. i don't have a girlfriend. i have friends, and they are cool. and the last one is exaggerated. don't really interact with them.
again, exaggerated. don't really interact with anyone lately.
the list is about things i've heard/saw in songs, movies, tv shows and the internet that people have claimed to be bitches.
i have nothing on them really. each is with his/her own problem. unless i am being specifically asked for help, i wouldn't care.
honestly, i couldn't agree with anyone.
why?
i know nothing about it.
the opposite is happening to me. yet, it is happening to somebodyelse too. i can always choose not to care but to ignore it seems much harder.
not interested.
or it is just obviously absurd and retarded.
hence, why i don't judge. (except for the last excuse)
some may see this as plain selfish. ok!
if i agreed, i'll be marked as ass-licker or whatever.
if i disagreed, i'll be damned as asshole. or whatever.
and if i didn't choose, i'll get both.
damn... conflict is really not my thing.
i am trying to be assertive but usually end up being an ass.
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