I don't lie. really.

note to self:

• don't do these (chronologically):
• deprive sleep
• work out
• chug down buff + coffee
• you'll end up with:
• MAJOR DROWSINESS after 3 hours
• MAJOR HEADACHE after 9 hours
• HANGOVER-like symptoms
• waste the rest of the day and even the next because of:
• crushing headache
• neck pain 
• mass fatigue
• lack of motivation

i swear that drink i had was some luck-drought potion.

or was it because i just found out that the FUCKING ASSIGNMENT JUST TOOK ME 5 HOURS OF NON WAVERING ATTENTION AND DEDICATION JUST TO FINISH UP TILL FUCKING HALF-WAY AND THAT FUCKING HALF WAY ALSO ALREADY TOOK ABOUT 6 FUCKING PAGES OF FUCKING 12 FONTSIZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh. mind you that THIS IS JUST THE BLOODY WORD DRAFT.

bloody hell... 

and i really hope whoever inconsiderate fuckers who cut off the internet yesterday FOR THE WHOLE BLOODY DAY
would

just

die

FUCK YOU