please don't do this to me...

today went on unexpectedly fine.

except for a few things like FUCKING LICE CHEWING MY SKIN DAY AND NIGHT LEAVING FUCKING IRRITATING BLOTCH OF ITCHES THAT ARE SO ITCHY I FEEL LIKE BURNING THIS WHOLE PLACE.

anyway, anatomy exam was so easy, it really brighten up my mood.

my hair was so darn easy to style, thank god the batch pic day is today.

and the girl (my new prey/victim/crush/whatever) was also pretty much layan me surprisingly 'friendly'.

thanks to her for my anatomy (and also a few others who made me a fucking-anatomy-sifu-for-30-minutes).

actually, there is something else that kinda put me down a bit for the day but i really can't think straight right now because of the itches i'm suffering... (maybe later tonight...)

i don't know where i'm going to sleep for tonight.

EDIT: (no. this is not 'tonight'. it's already the morning after :P)

1. on hospital management exam, some people couldn't have their exam paper because of presumably somebody else taken theirs (professor only print out based on who attend the course, not only the exam).
2. printers were out.
3. somebody else suggest a presumably really good idea.
4. they get to take the exam.

here is what my thought train were:

1. i was feeling indifferent. served them right for not attending the lectures.
2. didn't think much except for my paper. actually, i do have something in mind. printers were out but prof has the soft copy with him. use the projector. doesn't really stick to my head. just idle pondering. why should i care anyway? (not wanting any answer btw)
3. hmm. glad to know somebody else do think. ok what? the idea was so obvious! why did prof credited her like she had just saved the fucking world?!
4. EH!!? those were the guys? it was them? (the left out guys are 2 of my friends and the girl. they are not the kind who wouldn't miss class (or did they? don't know. they're not in the same class anyway.) and the girl (i really hate addressing her as just 'the girl'. maybe i'll post about her later.) was always in the class. maybe  i should have voice out that thought of mind after all. good for them. oh! my paper- *back to answering*

i just realized I AM a self eccentric, pre-assumptive guy.

the kind of guy who shrug off other people misery, thinking "not my prob", minding my own business, and maybe throw a few insults under my breath, not even knowing that the ones who were in trouble were my own friends.

that's not just it.

i wonder if they were someone random, will i feel the same as this?

it's not like i am really bothered by all this anyway.