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5 hari lagi nak exam

the week is so hot, i swear my head had boiled over 6 times times 6.

no.

actually, this post is totally unrelated to whatever i had in mind.

or is it the other way around?

no wait. does it matter?

ah. found it.

i'm actually kinda jealous to people who actually have something going in their head.

something that not totally ridiculous. totally sane and brilliant. (or somewhat)

is it just them or i haven't gone out lately?

or is it something totally unrelated to my social life? (LOL that just sounds so wrong. do i have ANY?)

damn so many questions. many incoherent questions.

so few answers. even less in sane answers. (not to mention irrelevant)

frankly, i planned to list down some of those questions, and discuss them with some imaginary friends that i'll conjure later.

but when i try to delve in inside my conscious/heart/mind/whatever for them, i would suddenly goes,

"ok now why do peop- no... ah! what's she do- umm... wait. why did the win-"

so many interesting things to ponder yet so little attention.

maybe i'll start with something shallow simple.

i wonder if i could make somebody goes crazy over me.

that's not the actual question. i can't really explain the actual Q. it was something less emotional. much more logical in fact.

whatever. let's start with that. to facebook!

err... maybe later. most likely the ones i want her to notice are probably asleep. -_-zzz

but if i do it later, there are those unwanted attentions... >.<

i have nothing to lose anyway. X3

right.

in the morning!

(hell yeah for emoticon abuse. is it? what is actually abusing? NGGGHHHBLABLABLABLADONTCARE)

unrelated, my shoulder healed (i think so...) and i could start work out anytime i want.

maybe i'll start with morning jog. (maybe next morning or maybe the one after that. urghh. fucking willpower...)

and then BACA BIOCHEM & ANAT!