never, ever,

put porn in your blog.
it attracts referrers and spambots.

i have to delete the only post with something vaguely porn-ish because the mental image of you holding a sign with porn and people masturbating to that sign, or worse, to you, really bothers me.

and how the fuck did screwed up the formatting of some of my old posts?!
shit! the inconsistencies bothers me like herpes!

for archiving purpose, the actual bits of the post,

EDIT 1/4/11:

yeah... about the promised post...

actually, i've been kinda lazy to update things. i don't know. just feel bored of all these typing and all.

or maybe because things haven't been exciting for quite a while. besides that i'm starting to learn to play guitar or felt how an earthquake would be like.

seems like something right? frankly, i just felt tired commenting everything that had happened in life.

most of them would just keep repeating itself. given enough time and lack of intervention.

i may be to be blamed for not doing something about them but i just don't find the motivation to do that something. for now, i don't find the needs to. or the wants to. or whatever.

hey!

i won't abandon you dia-chan. i'll just see you lesser than before.

just like everything has.

END OF EDIT


now back to my last-minute-study!
implying it matters...