why is there a river?

i feel fucking pissed off and fucking bored.
where is the fucking sandbag?

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which one is right?
you missed something because you feel empty or you feel empty because you've missed something?

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i should stop writing in here too frequently.
out of idea for random thoughts, random craps keep popping out.
title is unrelated.


the idea of facebook was a lame one.
i don't know what does it have to do with anything in my real life?
you post pictures of yourself, post status of yourself, use your real name in anything in it, play some lame games with pathetic interface with "friends".
sounds whoring to me. thanks to it, i almost lose the anonymity of this site.
ok. i did get excited and pasted this blog in it. regretted it.

my god.
why am i so antisocial tonight?
sigh... sleep would be good...

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and maybe i should start twiddling with the "virtual drugs" i got last year.
time to buy a good headphone.

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so much mixed feelings in my head, i felt like screaming the hell out of the night but it was still fucking noisy outside that if i screamed, people would swarm around and start being annoying and the effect wouldn't be dramatic.