boleh tak?

as much as i hate having to deal with constant effort of holding on to a relationship, sometimes, i missed for someone cute to pester me with some of that emotional (and sexual) goodness.

like,
"i got my guitar!"
"look! new dress!"
"made cookies! sedap tak?"

ok i lied. the first one was from this:



first 25 seconds. FUCKING CUTE. you can ignore her minirants. i did.

it has been a while...
being in secondary school means most of those annoying gentlemen bullshit in dating doesn't really applied to me.
bored? stop layan the girl and she'll break up herself. and later somebody else would confess.
didn't get the message, i'll do it myself then. i can entertain a girl but not too long. too much work.

no i don't really regret not having enough of those good times. just missed them a bit sometimes.
life was really easy back then. and here i thought uni wouldn't be too different.
big mistake.

now i have to endure another 6 years (3 more to go if i STUDY LA BABI MICROB ESOK hard enough) of academic life without the slackness of lower education.

fuck my life.
wish i could just be some gram+ bacteria, form spores and lay dormant till i get the fun of killing some poor sud.

or turn back 16.


and i really need to save up money to buy that pocket vidcam. yes die-chan. you're going to my face soon (or later :P) .