I believe

i'm a total douche.
she actually really into me.
and very likely, so am i.
or am i?


uncertainties

mistrusts
doubts
insecurities


i'm pretty sure they have the same meaning, are they?
they do have some kind of a relation with a word.
relation...
relationship?

a word means one word, no?
they say one is a lonely number.
lonely...
loneliness?





fuck it!
i don't know what to write or even think anymore.
i don't even know how to make sense.
i'm just regret writing my last post.
well, not the whole post. just some points.

just saying i'm a insecure, jealous, dim-wit.
and it's either i'm lame at words and poetry or i'm just

i don't know...

i like her?