Don't run

I love her.
I wish i could give her everything of mine.
But that would just be unrealistic.
Our is it just me being selfish?

I wish i could have an endless supply of gold jars or a jar with an endless fillings of gold. Well, it doesn't have to be gold. Anything that i can easily sell for money without much work.
That doesn't sound right...
Well, wish i could have a jar that gives suggestions on how to get money without too much risk and management.
Fuck. That doesn't sound right either...
Meh...

I don't know....
I don't know if i couldn't tell her my worries anymore or if i worried too much.