better late than never

even though some things that i did were pretentious, doesn't mean i shouldn't do them.

why? it's for the sake of my sanity.
like a friend said, "ko jangan tak kluar rumah.. jap, bukan. ko jangan tak kluar bilik. keluar la sehari sekali ke."
or something like that.
well, at first i thought staying put in 1 place for a very long time won't have any significant effect on my daily life.
it's not about what happens after i did that. it's about what happens while i'm in isolation.
lose track of time, no sense of priorities, severe laziness, lack of self-control, the works.
generally how to become irresponsible.
yep. they're in this laptop. all these entertainments and distractions!!!
skyrim la. haganai la. dota la.
FUCK
WAKE UP

this, is the kind of thoughts that i consider pretentious. most of the time, due to my lack of willpower, there's not much of a follow-through to it. for the sake of not wasting efforts into something wasteful, i would just cut the thought at "like a friend said," and continue on with whatever i deemed a better use of the time i had after WAKING UP AT FUCKING 1 PM. KELAS APE MULA PUKUL 1 PETANG????
heck, even writing this entry makes me want to just switch tabs.

"all or none"
"ignorance is a bliss"
 "life is simple"
opinion like these only works for something simple.
only ignorant think life is simple.





this isn't working. i really need somebody else to tell me things like these to my face.

>somebody else

that is a problem...


btw, esok exam. study.