you're like a drug

yes! i miss you so much, i can't stop checking messenger for you and there are these, itches, or an urge to bother you whenever you are online.

and i can't say that to her now, can i?
sometimes i don't know why would i put my ego into something like this.
i just won't learn, do i?
damn la. padan muka banyak kena dumped.
and i thought her would be different.

just like every other girl...
hey! it's the past and i did get over them already, ok.


and what's more pathetic is when she sounded concern (or freaked out) about whatever stupid things i did, some lame ass excuse easily came out.
when i felt guilty about it, i don't actually have the will to apologize, till it's too late.

do note that this already happens when things are just something casual.
not even a full-blown relationship.


no. i'm not over-react or over-caring or over-analyzing anything.





FUCK
THERE I DID IT AGAIN