Dear u,

i afraid hate hurting other people and myself.
mostly myself though.
i figured, the only way to not having conflicts is to avoid the source itself.
not really keen in anything that requires commitment.
i know i'm that kind of guy.
sorry if we were back to strangers.






that,
is what my conscious says.
honestly. truthfully.
omg. have the urge to just, take that out of this post.
i hate it when it always comes to this.
a girl liked me, i liked the girl back.
i get bored. i ignore.
she reacted. i felt guilt.
ah, yes...
the guilt.
fuck it.




and why the fuck am i suddenly get stuck into so many positions that i don't even remember applied for?
just what the fuck?
first, being put in charge for zapin.
then, for komuniti kartunis pulak.
suddenly, for mascot.
dah la kena kluar duit sendiri.
sial tul.

and then about the mascot aka Mighty Poseidon-san.
oh so many issues. wig la. trident la.
tak nak wig hire je some old man to be one.
trident? it's just a fucking over-sized fork for fuck sake.

and i hate competitive sports.
next time, jangan memandai nak masuk memana sukan.
now, i have to deal with phobia of running.
stupid ego.