who the fuck do they think they are?

being a medical student opens my eyes to stupidity of some people on how can they mislead others by posting "helpful" advises derived from their "observation" of going to clinics often and getting checked by doctors.
pathetic.

on the other hand, being a lazyass, below average medical student who can't remember things that have been learned to deflect those stupid assumptions makes me feel,
pathetic.



it seems like i'm not really all that tough or strong or adamant or whatever when it comes to critiques afterall.
it's just, i don't seem to bother myself enough to care about certain things that has been pointed out.

for example, i just love open source as it let me contribute works without letting my self becoming an arrogant jerk.
if i do, some anon would come say "It's opensource, dumbass." right in my face.
and i wouldn't (couldn't, actually) feel all that bad and able to say "sorry..." without getting my pride scrapped off badly.

well, see how i do care others' opinions?
see how i want somebody to watch my back?
pathetic, ain't it?


sidenotes:
2 kind of people i could open up without all that much difficulties.
strangers and best friends.
strangers because i don't care.
best friends because their opinions matter, and i trust them not to leave me when things went way out of hand.
so far, the former.
don't judge. commitment problem.