teaching?

i admit i'm not a good teacher.
i don't have the ability to construct things in my mind.
most of the time, i'll just let my brain talks. whatever comes, goes out.
okay, not really my brain coz most of the time, my mood talks.
second thought, not really my mood talks. at least, not actually (and by that, not literally. i mean, not the literally "actually").
it's more like-

fuck that. malas nak explain.

point is?
out of 3 presentations, only 1 goes well.
pharmacology? sial la ko yaser. you fucked up the order. fuck you.
anatomy? sial la korang profs. i know it's late but try to LISTEN to what i'm gonna say for fuck sake. but seriously, i like how u guys tortured my teammates.
biochemistry? smooth...

and i've always used the enthusiastic, mad scientist style when presenting.
you know, going all out agitatedly about things i've found.
or was it like a 10 year old nerd with his bottled ants in a show and tell?
whatever, i found it doesn't quite work out well.
or should i say, doesn't always work out well.
but that's the easiest persona i could use... T_T
oh well...
2 more to go.
physiology and microbiology.
*sigh*
what a drag...

and babi la ko tamer. i pay for this internet so please don't fuck up the line.